Better

The little green box
held a little brass watch
it's been a while
since time seemed to matter


tie this around your neck
and never forget

the lull
i always thought they were blue

his eyes are grey
but that's just a hue

when i stop to think
i can't
my fingers slip in and out of hands
i can seem to learn
but i do know how to dance

i stopped making sense to myself a long time ago

sometimes its better

but i can't remember

Which Dreams Come True?

I'm having crazy stress dreams about the person I'm seeing right now. I am worried about getting my heart broken in a super terrible but totally deserving way.

Life has no meaning. Each of us has meaning and we bring it to life. It is a waste to be asking the question when you are the answer. ~Joseph Campbell

It's been a long while since I wrote in this blog. I'm attempting to "Follow My Bliss". First step is trying to figure out what that is. I've been asleep. I want be Awake and Dreaming again.
My answer is cloudy but its never too late.

The Dynamic Of Life

To be the devil is to be alive. It sounds like there are some free mason ideas here too. It's very interesting.
The idea of following your bliss... If I did exactly as I wanted I would quit my job and move to San Francisco right now... So is that what I should do? I struggle with the idea of being selfish. Are all the great things I have meaningless because they were not my choice to have... but they are mine. Every choice... even in the not making was made. Haha the paradox of free will and consciousness.

I have to let somethings go. I can not take care of everyone. I'm just getting the hang of taking care of myself. Really taking care of myself. I can feel my third eye blinking. It's not going to be blind forever.

Brazil to Record UFO Sightings -- Signs of the Times News

Brazil to Record UFO Sightings -- Signs of the Times News: "http://www.sott.net/articles/show/213469-Brazil-to-Record-UFO-Sightings"

This is so awesome! It's just building on the idea of our place in the universe. Here's to a search for intelligent extraterrestrial life!
It's so weird that what I actually believe is probably going to happen. Jung is right about the word 'belief'. Somehow it dictates doubt. To know something is to know. I'm slowly working on my ability to communicate these ideas. I'm still faced with a fear of being seen as bat shit crazy.
Ah it is exciting to be realize that even if all we know is the congeto 'I think, therefore I am' then functioning from there we can make this world, this universe what we need and want by the thoughts in our head.

Buzz 20100810

Keeping track of the Buzz 2:50pm





...Both God and the Devil make the same promises; they dazzle us with certainty, not of love, but of chance." -Eric Gamalinda

Holy Shit: I have a lot of thinking to do...